Today I finished Resisting Happiness by Matthew Kelly. God could not have put this book in my life at a more perfect time. The past few months have been nothing less than a struggle for me. I have gone through so much change. I felt like I am at rock bottom. I had nothing together even though I wish I did. I was and still am so far from a perfect Christian that I really cannot even imagine why anyone would want to listen to me. I was just resisting. I have been resisting letting everything go into God’s hands. I have resisted writing blog posts because I felt so defeated and so rejected not just by fellow Catholics but mentors and strangers alike. I wrote about losing my identity a few posts